Thursday, March 6, 2008

Runsay

Rùnsày
An Inner Traveler’s Notes on An Indigenous People’s Filiation under the Moon



Ancestral lands / domains shall include such concepts of territories which cover not only the physical environment but the total environment including the spiritual and cultural bonds to the areas which the Indigenous Cultural Communities / Indigenous Peoples possess, occupy and use and to which they have claims of ownership.
- Sec. 4, R.A. 8371, “The Indigenous Peoples Rights Act of 1997”

This is probably how creation starts: Before the light, everything is washed by rain and wind in the frightening dark – leaving in its track a brand new landscape that would then wait for the coming of light. At times, light was not to come from the blistering sun that arrives after a long twelve-hours wait. In the most primeval ceremonies, light comes from the watery light that arrives between the two blinding streaks of daylight…

On the last Sunday between the gregarious celebration of Puerto Princesa City’s fiesta and the more somber yule festivity, I traveled with a group of advocacy journalists some 63 kilometers south of the provincial capital.

Our trip to the town of Aborlan was to become my unexpected Christmas gift for 2003.

Despite being born in Puerto Princesa, I have a rather complicated socio-cultural upbringing. I didn’t grow up in the city I have currently adopted as my temporary outpost. My parents both taught at the Palawan National Agricultural College (PNAC, before it became State Polytechnic College of Palawan, SPCP) based in barangay San Juan of Aborlan town and I spent a great deal of my growing up years there. Beyond the tree-dotted and cattle strewn campus of PNAC, about an hour’s trek to the east is a two-kilometer wide beach where I spent childhood years learning to swim on weekend mornings. Eventually, we had to move back to the provincial capital when my parents retired from teaching.

Jean Genet, 20th century’s maverick novelist and great friend of the Palestinian cause, used to say that people should never leave their homelands. Ostensibly this was because he didn’t want the way his fellow French countrymen treated Africans and Arabs way back in the beginning of the century. Just as the Americans lassoed the Pacific islands into commonwealths, French and British administrators were busy centralizing its colonies in the African continent. With this contact of divergent cultures came economic and political hardships for the dispossessed. But what should natives do when the last remaining bastions of what they call their homelands become seeding grounds for settlers of an encroaching civilization?

Flash forward a quarter turn of the globe to the east: Palawan. Long before other peoples came to this land, the indigenous peoples (Tagbanua, Pala’wan, Batak) lived in this vast landscape of mountains, foothills, coastal flatlands, and the sea. This may look like a very large area to live in. But for the Tagbanua, each of these geographical corridors were not disparate places for their lives’ toils. From the mountains and foothills, they got light timber and rattan for their homes. On the wide flatlands bridging the sea and the mountains, they formed settlement villages and swidden farms. From the sea, they sometimes fished and gleaned for the wide variety of crustaceans in tidal flats. It was impossible for the people to stay put in one place during their entire lives as the bounty of each of the geographical corridors were dependent on the rhythm of the natural world.

At around 3:30 in the afternoon our group arrived in Iraan, where we fetched Masikampo Rolando Cursod (the Tagbanua village head in this part of the province) who then guided us to the place where the village runsay was to be held. The very same beach of my unsuspecting childhood.

Under the fronds of coconuts in a tract of coastal land which had once been a flat coastal bushland covered with cogon grass, the gathering took place. Runsay, the yearly thanksgiving and panata of the Tagbanuas.

The clearing was just a few steps away from the mouth of the Iraan river, one of the rivers that flow through the flat hilly land of Aborlan town. Aborlan had been the place of tribal relocation during the dawn of American occupation during the 1900’s. An agricultural vocational school was founded here by the Thomasite John Henry Finnigan in 1912. Principal Finnigan would eventually get killed during a prison uprising in Iwahig.

Our team arrived at around four in the afternoon just as four village elderly women of the Iraan Tagbanua community were preparing offerings for the night’s ceremony. They were seated on plastic mats laid on the ground. Each was busy preparing curious bits and pieces with intricate whorls of their fingers. One of the four elderly women brought out the contents of her plastic tote-bag on the makeshift ground-mat: a kunit (a native ginger, orangey in color); a mama’un (a betel nut, my citified eyes have seen for the first time); a partially dried rinsab (a native tobacco leaf); a bag of rice grains; and a mother-of-pearl shell containing apog (powdery lime for the native cigar they call sigep). A native chick was chirping inside a small net-bag near her lap. Another elderly was curling the reeds of an unopened young nipa frond by continuously folding each into overlapping pinch-size squares. The other two were also busy with the intricate preparation of their family offerings, mainly the mentioned native cigars (one for each family member and an extra one for another unborn soul just in case) and rice grains. One can hear them chat and laugh casually while their hands mellifluously went on with the afternoons chore beside the women’s lean-to. (A second lean-to, for the male villagers, was still being put-up when we arrived.) This familial casualness was to become the tone for the entire duration of the ceremony that was to take place that night.

At dusk, other villagers trickled in and construction of a balsa (bamboo raft) began.

With not much activity going on among the village folk, our group huddled at the beach, where we had our late afternoon snack. The tide was still out, we could see two pre-teen boys at the water beyond the amorphous tidal flat. Soon, concerned with the waning daylight, we decided to eat an early dinner.

The wind had been strong coming from the sea when we arrived. It continued on till early evening. This very elemental atmosphere of the place had always kept me on my toes whenever I am near far flung beaches. I experienced a sudden downpour in this same beach when I was a pre-adolescent 12-year old boy. Pea-sized raindrops hurtled to an almost horizontal trajectory powered by blistering wind from the sea. My companion and I had to seek shelter behind one of the kakawate patches so numerous in the grassland flanking the beach. We were like basang-sisiw, so to speak. After about ten minutes, this experience of nature at its frightening extreme ended. I would later ask my mother if it had rained at the campus in the inner-land, and when she answered with a questioning “No. Why?” I was forced to tell her about my clandestine walk to the beach. I learned from her, that coastal phenomenon was a subasko.

Early that evening, we got to experience a mild subasko. Everyone in my group (huddled inside our two tents – set up just beyond the outer periphery of the clearing made for the ceremony) was probably crossing his or her fingers for the rain and wind to abate lest it lead to a cancellation of the night’s ceremony. Knowing it always ends, I sat silently as nature’s extreme battered the fabric of the tent with a sound that was like a rain-maker being tipped-over. The sound of a thousand pebbles – music to sleepy ears.

When it ended, it was already dark outside without the moon in sight. This is the twenty-second of December – two days after the lunar solstice. The moon was expected to rise just before eight.

Other Tagbanua villagers and lowland settlers from the neighborhood continued to arrive. I have heard from accounts of previous runsay’s, specifically the one performed near another river to the south of Iraan, that village lasses and lads have been making the ceremony an excuse for non-sanctioned adolescent enterprise like dating. Inebriated boys of the community have also started to arrive with the Gibbous moon. Several times during the night, the village elderly had to halt their prayers and chanting to wait for drunken hecklers to leave the place of ceremony.

At one o’clock in the morning the send-off of the offerings commenced. The moon, hanging just a few degrees east of the zenith, bathed the beach and sky in diffused gray with a bare suggestion of blue. I licked my right pinky and pointed it up to the sky – I could not sense any wind as two village men carried the balsa to the softly breaking surf some two hundred meters from the tide line. Immediately after it was left to drift, the balsa slowly edged south, its wax-fueled fire barely getting a whiff of wind. It gets dreary as one watches this scenery, and soon everyone retreats back to the clearing under the coconut trees as the prayers resume.

Women and men held hands together to form a circle, stepping fore and forth while they recited Pinala’wan verses. The men would lead a verse which would then be answered by a repetition of the same verse by the women in the rotating circle. Soon, only the close family members would remain. The village merrymakers have gone to sleep. But this sing-song exchange of verses would go on every beat of the hour till about five in the morning, until possibly all the requests for filial favor have been chanted out loud in the rotating circle.

At six a.m. our group packed our tents and trekked back to Sitio Old Site inside the SPCP campus. The village women were gone and the old men left behind helped us carry our belongings to our waiting van. A wooden pole beribboned with the curled nipa fronds stood near the middle of the clearing, a solitary sign for the day’s newcomers, unseen or seen.

Walking through this old familiar trail, I was buoyant for having finally witnessed this ceremony that has gained a mythical status in my life as a young lowlander kristiyano in the settlement town. Left with the memory of the unperturbed gentle gaze of the old village woman whom my companions called Nanay Anita, I knew what the answer was to a nagging advocacy question: With the babaylan gone, what happens to the traditional ceremony?

It goes on. Or one way or another, in some future time, the link of filiation will be fired up again. Each of the four elderly women we have chanced upon on that Sunday afternoon had stories of how they decided to continue their filial rites to the unseen and unnamed but ever powerful god through the mediation of their ancestors. Each had been sick with chronic malady for a couple of years before. Those were the intervening years between the deaths of their fathers who were traditional babaylans of the village and the resumption of runsay in early 1990’s.

Still, what could possibly cut this intimate cycle of filiation among a dispossessed people? The weather perhaps. As I have mentioned, we were really afraid of the mild subasko we experienced that night.

Or maybe, the land. When the indigenous peoples have no more place to perform their sacred rites, this sacred filiation will finally end.

Friday, February 22, 2008

Thursday, January 10, 2008

A Republic

A Republic

Early morning of January 18, 2003 found me walking a trail down a hillside on the western coast of Palawan. From atop the hill one could see the great expanse of mangrove swamp. On the left side of this wide vista were square patches of exposed boggy land, as if somebody had taken a razor blade and sliced a swatch from the green fabric before my eyes. We were some 30 kilometers North of Puerto Princesa City. I was part of a task force that would demolish a dike system put up on tidal flatland located in a clearing inside a mangrove forest. The clearing had been illegally made. The environmentalist lobby had gotten the court ruling and now we were taking it upon ourselves to execute it. Demolish the dikes.
“Isn’t it true? Aren’t we in the Republic of Palawan?” One volunteer lawyer of an environmental NGO said between his heavy panting. (Having grown up and spending most of his professional life in Manila, he was sweating all over.)
I don’t know what he exactly meant by that. The statement was ringing an assortment of suggestions. The most obvious of which irritated me: We are a Republic. This island I have identified myself with when placed face to face with individuals from other places is a self-contained system. A Republic.
How preposterous can one get? If this is a Republic, we would have been rich by now. We would have been as rich as Brunei now. What with all the oil and natural gas being piped out of our backyard, private investors share notwithstanding?

An essay on incoherence

An essay on incoherence

How easy it is to forget.
No, it is not easy to forget.
But what gets at you is how difficult it is to find meaning.
All those memories of childhood are still there, even after the purging.
But what eats you is how childhood seems to be a stupid thing to remember.
Childhood void of sentimentalism is just another phase.
How empty it seems when you get to the next phase.
Or how unrelated childhood seems to be to memories of puberty.
They don’t connect.
Or connections are trivial.
There are two principal ways of getting to the wooden schoolhouse. You walk the gravel road inside the campus and veer North along the grass lined path on the creek’s border. Or you walk the gravel road outside the campus until you reach the same school ground. Either way, you walk. You don’t ride a bike. You don’t have money to pay for a ride in a trike. I don’t know, I guess, I never asked money from my mother or father. They had nothing to give.

Rounded? Well-Rounded? Non Well-Rounded?

Rounded? Well-Rounded? Non Well-Rounded?

When somebody drops the discourse on non-roundedness, must I still be affected?
It’s a marker indicating that another battle is not worth pursuing anymore. Get my guns on another battle. For this one is not worth winning.
It is a vague issue. At best a discourse on averages.
A smattering of this and that. Tit for tat.
I cannot possibly control how others will take me.
Am I affected?
It is a lie to say I am not.
But as I have said, I cannot possibly control how others will take me.
I didn’t set out in the world to be everything.
I set out to learn. To know those things which I can do best.
And it is a lie to say I still don’t know a few of the issues I am good at.
Should I still pine for getting everything to get the best average?
Now that infuriates me. To do that is the most unintelligent thing.
I am afraid God might take the best things from me if I set my life in pursuit of that vague average.
I want to be able to say at the moment of dying, that final moment of closure, that I did the best I could in those issues presented to me.
Averages are fadistic. And even if I would have wanted to pursue the vague average, do I have to slap everyone in the room with the fact that my resources were meager?
I think it is hubris for a bourgeois “average” to regret that the people living in the mountains didn’t have cellular phones or pieces of modern fad gadgetry. They didn’t know how to go beyond themselves. That’s the simplest rebuttal I’ll give the “average.”
The best thing is I experienced everything I have been though to the fullest.
Do they know my happiness the way they knew their happiness?
I think they do not. The only thing they can do is say I am not a rounded-person because I did not fit their average. I didn’t take the same paths they took.
So what? Must I track back? Retrace my footsteps and take the same paths they took in pursuit of the enjoyment they knew best?
Theirs is really a limited self. Somebody who can’t go beyond one’s self. And when this happens, the other is not worth pursuing anymore. Communication is impossible.
Communication is a crossing of boundaries. A dynamic crossing. And it requires a great mind to really have this dynamicity. The best that the average can do is only to approximate the other, thinking that what it thinks about the other is the actual thing that the other thinks.
Approximation is not dynamicity.
Without dynamicity there is a failure of crossing.
Without crossing of boundaries there is no communication.
What is the value of an average other when you can not communicate with it?
I leave you the question to answer.
Now I sleep. And dream again.

Dumaguete

D

Passing through the national highway that connects “Junction One” and the San Pedro area in Puerto Princesa, I often remember another city. The portion of the road that passes the western edge of the airport is so uncannily similar to the national highway that passes the edge of the airport of another city located some 400 nautical miles southeast of P. However, the sensation of fast moving tricycles and multicabs passing through this primary artery that connects the city to the barrios seems to be the only thing that gives similarity to the two cities I am imagining. As I pass through this strip of national highway in barangay San Miguel of P, much as the two cities of my imaginings are both located at the edge of land, bordering the sea, I am temporarily split in space and time. Differences abound, but I could not immediately place myself in the correct Cartesian map at the precise moment.

I first came to Dumaguete during the summer of 1997. D was the terminal point of a three-day trip I was taking to reach the summer Mecca for the country’s best literary greenhorns; it was to be my home for three weeks. The first leg of my trip was an overnight boat ride from P. Our boat berthed in Manila North at 10 in the morning the following day. I only had ample time to pick-up some clothes in my rented room in Quezon City and hit the mall for some last-minute shopping. At four in the afternoon I flagged a cab and braved the midsummer Friday afternoon traffic to the old Manila Domestic Terminal 2 for my flight south, the second leg of my trip.

The red-eye flight to Cebu was a clunker. There were perhaps only 20 passengers on that day’s last flight to the “Queen City of the South” that I could only see five passengers in my section of the widebodied Airbus. An hour’s flight and I was in Mactan International. After an uncomfortable overnight stay in a stolid area of the terminal building (This was when I learned firsthand that having an overnight flight connection can be a bummer specially when the airport you are in shuts down at midnight. Connecting-flights can save you money, though. Back in 1997, the direct flight between Manila and D was almost a thousand bucks more expensive than a flight plan that passes through Cebu.), I boarded the next day’s third commuter flight out of Cebu 20 minutes before seven in the morning. The twin-engine turboprop climbed out over the eastern edge of Mactan island before banking right towards what was my first glimpse of Cebu in clear daylight. All I could see of the city the night before were orange blips that have been randomly scattered on a pitch-gray veldt. That morning I saw the patchwork of man-made structures and greens sprawled out on a coastal plain going up to a gently sloping inner land that abruptly stopped at towering mountain cliffs in a not so distant background. Such a place: from one single spot you can have a lucid view of the sea, the coastal plain, and the mountains. But this was not yet my destination. I was still on my way to D.

I was back in D in 2000. This time it was nothing out of literary whim. My brother and I were flying to D for another lofty purpose. Hard before the track of a tropical typhoon that eventually caused the death of my province’s most popular long-time political father-figure, we were making a paperwork swing through northern Luzon, Busuanga Island, and Negros Oriental in a back-breaking two-week road trip. Manoy D was laying out the groundwork for his cross-country field survey of an endangered crocodilian species. He needed to coordinate with local field scientists (of whom, the most famous is Dr. Angel Alcala of the Silliman Marine Laboratory in D).

My latest trip to D was in June of 2001. Of all the trips, this was the most unconventional as this was really an unscheduled one. I hitched on at moments notice. My brother woke me up at seven that Saturday morning. They were to fly to Cebu in the afternoon on their way to Negros Oriental for their continuing fieldwork. And suddenly he wanted me to be on the trip! They were carrying electronic instruments that needed to be hooked up to a computer before being deployed in the field, but he didn’t want to lug his computer to the mountains of Negros Oriental. (Battery guzzling equipment are practically not suited for a month’s work in the mountains, and expensive general-purpose electronic gadgetry like a notebook computer is an enticement for unlawful elements in the bush. It is better to take down field notes with pencil and weatherproof paper and reorganize later with a word processor. Even a palmtop PDA is impractical for this purpose because of so much dust and moisture out in the tropical jungle.) Kuya asked me to go with him as far as their jump-off point in the town of Basay southwest of D. That was where I was to set up their field instruments with the laptop which I would then take back to P for safekeeping while they do their fieldwork.

I didn’t learn actual science in graduate school seminars. It was my two elder brothers (two, because another brother was also involved in environmental field work before becoming a white collar public policy analyst) who confirmed to me my long-held beliefs about the vicissitudes of real scientific fieldwork: Days in the field are devoid of melodramatic scenes, of fashion panache and techno savvy. Nubuck-hide hiking boots eventually get soaked in water and crusted with mud. In time one decides to walk barefooted in mud swamps. A sixteen-satellite precision GPS unit reaches its maximum load of waypoint markers. Soon you have to recourse to writing down each dead-reckoning waypoint on paraffin-coated paper lest you get lost and go on an infinitely circular path in the jungle. On my way back to D from Basay, the expensive top-of-the-line laptop I was ferrying was resting on its canvass satchel safely tucked inside a decrepit black garbage bag.

At half past two in the afternoon of the following day, I was back in P. The searing afternoon heat off the tarmac was pushing me in quick strides to the familiar air terminal building, erasing from my thoughts my recent views of another island across the Sulu Sea.

Novels and Places

Novels and Places

Marseilles was ideally suited to Genet’s imagination. Like Brest, where he would set Querelle, it would be bombed severely during the Second World War. Once a place was destroyed, it became a suitable subject. Genet wrote about Mettray after it was closed, Brest and Marseilles after they were bombed, Montmartre after it no longer existed as a bohemian or criminal centre but had become a weekend tourist trap. Used materials ‘composed’ best; that is why novelists like to work with them. Only when subjects have lost their journalistic flashiness do they become suitably cool for serious fiction.
– Edmund White, Genet: a biography